Go on, play that tune

4:18 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

haisz..

i hate my life..

i hate my mouth..

i made Elahi angry..

i didn't mean to make him angry..

i was just lonely..

previously,,

he was the only guy that would text and call me..

i know i'm a boring girl and i know that..

i'm really sorry..

if you are reading this Elahi...

i just want you to know that,,

i regretted..

i really do..

i never wanted you to get hurt..

i never wanted to lose our friendship..

i cried each night missing you..

you were the best of friend,,

that i wished for..

that i wanted..

i missed the way you sang to me when we were on the phone..

i missed the way you talk to me during CCA..

i missed the way you emphasize your wave when we were at the dance works..

you know i really miss those time..

but i know you won't forgive me and never be my friend anymore..

kakak told me already..

you said i deserve this punishment..

i know i do..

and last night,,

i can't believe that i dream of you..

i know..

it is weird..

please forgive..

i just can't live with you..

T.T