hey there .. glad that i got to update my blog today .. even though , it is damn early in the morning .. it is just that my bf came over to my aunt's house while i'm sleeping here .. since my aunt is free-flowing , he can come in the house and all .. i'm just glad of that .. altogether it has been 3 days straight he come to my aunt's house ... it has been great .. my aunt accepts his presences with pleasure .. i'm glad for that also .. i felt relieved indeed ... now , i'm watching 'pisau cukur' , my all-time favourite ... =]] okay .. gtg .. smell you out .. ^^

this morning , i woke up and i thought today might be another boring day ... and another mistake i have made ... and recently , i have hurt my beloved bf's heart ... damn it ! i felt so guilty ... i thought i might lose him .. and i know .. i had to seek forgiveness straight away ... and i did ... though , he said that he has always forgiven me ... every single one of them ... though , i can't forgive myself for hurting him .. either by hurting him or adding salt to his wound ... and if you are reading this , i'm sorry ....
indeed , i'm really happy today .. my cousin arrange for me and him to meet .. but no anywhere but in her house ... fortunately , my aunt accepted his and younger sis's presence ... my aunt felt glad ... I KNOW I DID ! i felt relieved ....