sory for keeping my blog dead .. i know it has been a long time since i last wrote in this blog .. i have been busy in life .. and i want to make it worthwhile living for .. i just want to make full use of the oppurtunity given ... so like jyeah ..

3 days without being online has made me gone crazy .. i can't be online every day ... plus my mobile phone is spoiled .. what bad luck ... i just don't understand why my life has to be so pathetic .. but no worries , i hope good things would come by ... my mum said that she is going to buy me a new mobile phone ... i can't wait ... but when ?? that ... i could not care less but i MUST get a new mobile phone A.S.A.P. .. 3 days more before the girls day out ... i can't wait for it too .. i will be going out with my cousin ... we plan to watch movie , eat and shopping .. but i still need time to save up ... pfft .. i hate when it comes to money .. i cannot believe it ...

hey there .. glad that i got to update my blog today .. even though , it is damn early in the morning .. it is just that my bf came over to my aunt's house while i'm sleeping here .. since my aunt is free-flowing , he can come in the house and all .. i'm just glad of that .. altogether it has been 3 days straight he come to my aunt's house ... it has been great .. my aunt accepts his presences with pleasure .. i'm glad for that also .. i felt relieved indeed ... now , i'm watching 'pisau cukur' , my all-time favourite ... =]] okay .. gtg .. smell you out .. ^^

this morning , i woke up and i thought today might be another boring day ... and another mistake i have made ... and recently , i have hurt my beloved bf's heart ... damn it ! i felt so guilty ... i thought i might lose him .. and i know .. i had to seek forgiveness straight away ... and i did ... though , he said that he has always forgiven me ... every single one of them ... though , i can't forgive myself for hurting him .. either by hurting him or adding salt to his wound ... and if you are reading this , i'm sorry ....
indeed , i'm really happy today .. my cousin arrange for me and him to meet .. but no anywhere but in her house ... fortunately , my aunt accepted his and younger sis's presence ... my aunt felt glad ... I KNOW I DID ! i felt relieved ....

hey there , guess who's back ?? me , of course !! i'm so sorry about the previous message .. i was just so mad with someone .. but jyeah ... forget it .. now .. back to what i was saying ... jyeah ... Today was an exhausting day ... i woke up and found out that i slept on the floor ... damn !! that's not amazing because i slept there the whole night ... i woke up ... bath .... eat my breakfast ... mum just received 6 tickets free as a token of gratitude and appreciation ... guess what ?? she won tickets to watch Harry Potter And The Deathly Hollows PART 1 !! i was so excited ... yet it was only part 1 ... so jyeah ... we have to be to the cinema that the show was held by 6.30 .. jyeah ... we manage to get there on time but of course ... a live to and jerry series occured .. jyeah .. you guessed correctly .. mum and dad hadd a small quarrel along the journey .. damn it was noisy ... so jyeah .. to whoever's reading this , pls do watch Harry Potter ... it is a story you shouldn't miss trust me ... =]] well , gotta chow .. buhbye ..=]]

let's let bygones be bygones ... i have changed now .. i'm not that heartless girl that you have seen last time ... stop calling me heartless .. i know i was ... but maybe because i wasn't ready for such love ... i'm sorry to those i've hurt but i change back time .. i learn from my lessons and i promised myself i won't repeat it again ..... so do stop calling me heartless ... i'm damn pissed off if you call me that ...

hey there ... i'm sory i didn't update the blog for quite sometimes .... well i've been busy ... busy with others stuffs ..... i miss updating you most of the time ... but i didn't have the time to do so ... well , now i do ... i guess i should update you now .... my educations have been my worst nightmares ... especially when it comes to secondary schools .. more subjects to learn ... more subjects to remember ... my life has been upss and downss but overall : average ... HAHHA !! my love life has been the worst and the best .... well , forgetting the worst is the happiest thing i could do now .. thanks to a few special people like my caring elder sis (aryeen) , my lovable boyfriend and etc  (whoever who wants to take credit , take it ... ) ... i hope u guys are reading this because i really appreciate u guys for making a difference in my life :D stay happy u guys update you soon ... XD